My One Word, Follow: Adulthood and the Church

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In late October, speaker and writer Margaret Feinburg posted a piece on her website with the very insightful and thought provoking title of “An Open Letter to Everyone Over 40 Who Has Left the Church” which you can read by clicking on this link http://margaretfeinberg.com/margarets-monday-musings-an-open-letter-to-everyone-over-40-who-has-left-the-church/

(By the way Margaret I thought that it was interesting that you posted it on what would have been my parent’s 57th wedding anniversary had my father lived. Talk about two people who stayed, and have stayed with, the church (my mom is 88 and still actively attends the church she and dad started attending 30 years ago!) and through thick and thin!

What struck me about this post were the responses. The post struck a chord with many readers both over and under 40. As I read them, and I contributed one myself, and as I thought about what had been said, I stepped back and reflected further on my life and involvement in a local church.

I wanted to write a post on this subject last month but the draft (which has been modified into this post) did not satisfy me and so I let it sit and allowed my thoughts to ripen and they did. As I pondered the title of this post I was drawn to the word ‘adulthood’ and something clicked! While I am very much committed to the truth and authority of scripture I am also a student of adult development which became of interest to me in my seminary days in the mid-80′s.

I used to think that adulthood was static and almost like a flatline! In other words, once you hit 21 then life setting into a predictable hum of, well, monotony. How wrong I have been!

I think that part of Christian discipleship, is to help Christians navigate the developmental tasks of adulthood in ways that are, to quote the late Erik Erikson, ‘generative’ and not ‘stagnation.’

It seems from the comments (and I acknowledge that Feinburg writes only about the issue, and a very important issue, of the empty nest in her post) that for most people, adulthood goes flatline after child raising has been done! But there is life after parenthood!

And to me this is where local churches, and the church at large, needs to take discipleship further out on the time line. Much has been focused on the young adult and parenting aspects of living. Very important to address but there is more to adulthood and adult discipleship than being twenty or thirty and being a parent.

I am going to suggest here that perhaps one of the reason many people walk away from the church after the years of ‘active’ parenting are done is that there is no community in place for those people who are navigating and have navigated the turbulance of the empty nest period when, what is now beginning to be called “The Grey Divorce” (go to this Wall Street Journal article for more information http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10001424052970203753704577255230471480276.html ) is on the rise.

In short, the local church needs to help those beyond the ‘active’ parenting years discern God’s direction for them because as life-spans increases Christ’s call to ‘follow me’ is still present. Maybe then, vibrant communities of post forty year olds will develop and truly become mentors and partners for the those under forty as Feinburg calls for in her post.

These are my Thursday Thoughts

This Past Year: My One Word “Follow”

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It began this week one year ago.

“It” being the past 52 weeks.

52 weeks of joy, pain, sickness, fear, certainty, and growth.

This time a year ago had me dealing with what turned out to be, when I finally went to the doctor, a bladder and a kidney stone. I had kidney stones in the past and so I had a sense of what it was. By late September I was delivered from the discomfort.

Then the year took an unexpected turn in mid-October when we, that is my family and I, discovered we would have to move from our house the congregation I serve had rented during my eleven years and then three prior to that. It was old and falling apart and those who owned it said no more money would be put into it. We had three months to look and move.

We moved into a very nice place two weeks later. A very nice place that was for sale and then was taken off the market for five months. We wintered there in comfort.

March found me coughing and coughing and coughing and well… you get it. A severe respiratory infection had taken hold and would not let go… not until mid-June after several rounds of antibiotics. So I barked my way through the sermon on Sunday, twice and coughed my way into the record books.

April comes and the temporary residence goes back on the market…

… and is sold within a week.

Now the fun begins!

Do we rent or do we buy? Our church leadership is supportive and through what I call caring action, enables us to think buying as well as renting.

We choose the unthinkable… we start looking, with a mid-May target date to move, to buy!

There are homes that we like but they are scooped up befrore we can formulate an offer.

We make an offer, its rejected. We do not counter.

Meanwhile there is the home that keeps popping up in our search range that I like the first time I see it.

Panic and anxiety begins to set in as we enter mid-April and no place to go.

And that house I like?  Well after two trips through it we make an offer, on our anniversary no less, that is countered and we accept the counteroffer.

But we have to find a temporary place to live as it will take a while for closing and such to occur.

But while this is going on I have this growing sense that something is about to change. And it does! The sale on our temporary housing falls through!

We can stay till we move! But then the subsequent tragic deaths of two dear friends occurs and reminds us that there are weighty matters as well. We grieve and mourn their passing – one in her 30′s -mother, wife, God servant and the other on a honeymoon with his second wife.

Eventually the closing takes place and then we wait for the 30 day period afterward to come to an end. It comes early and we move in just before we make a big trip!

At the end of July, the emotional intensity of the year, notably the move, wears off and I feel like Elijah did after his time on Mt Carmel with the prophets of Baal. Exhausted and depressed I struggle to believe and hope. But eventually what I have just written to you becames clear to me and I realize where I have been and that the Lord has walked with me through illness, significant change, deep grief, and deep and essential spiritual experiences.

And I am grateful to God as I followed Him and He walked with me.

These are my Thursday Thoughts…

 

Thursday Thoughts: My One Word

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Late last year or early this year, can’t remember, I decided to participate in the One Word project that you can learn more about over at http://www.oneword365.com

I chose this year, and you can see it to your right of this post, the word “follow.”

It has been a suitable word for this year.

When Jesus called the twelve to “follow me” He invited them to a journey that led them to hear, see, and experience things they would have probably never heard, seen, and experienced.

As I have focused on following God more intently it has led me through some interesting experiences:

1. Through a month long bout with a bad respiratory condition but during which I found the strength to do some fasting and praying.

2. A journey from looking for a new place to rent to finding a place to buy! (Which is still in process as well!)

3. Through finding patience in situations that came about only with God’s help.

4. Taking a fresh look at some attitudes and habits that needed to be surrendered to God and let go of, and find that possible.

5. Experiencing the grief at the sudden and tragic death of a young woman of faith who earnestly lived her faith in the nearly 20 years I have known her.

I am not done following the Lord.

But I have found in focusing on truly following the Lord, within and without, that life has been deeply enriched this year.

For this I am grateful.

These are my Thursday thoughts.

Thursday Thoughts: Following God

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Good Thursday evening everyone!

What a week this has been! Actually what a couple of weeks this has been.

Last fall we moved out of the home we had lived in for 11 years (actually rented for 11 years) as the landlord was done making repairs to the place. We moved to our current place for six months with the understanding that it would be place back on the market after five months.

Well, we thought that it had sold, but now that is in doubt.

Oh, and we bought a house this week.

So it has been an excited and confusing time all at the same time for us.

Following Christ has moments when the walk by faith part is truly a walk by faith through some times that are simply crazy at times.

But what I have found is that when my focus is on the Lord, there is a centering peace, that keeps me focus even when the landscape of life is changing at dizzying speeds these days.

I am grateful and thankful for much these days!

these are my Thursday thoughts…

Thursday Thoughts: Fasting and Following

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I just discovered that it has been a month since I last posted on a Thursday morning regarding my one word for 2012 – Follow.

Did not think it had been that long!

For those who are unfamiliar with the One Word campaign, this is my share to the One Word 365 emphasis that is found at http://www.oneword365.com

This Lenten season I approached fasting from an entirely different perspective.  And in keeping with the spirit of Matthew 6:16 “And when you fast, don’t make it obvious, as the hypocrites do, for they try to look miserable and disheveled so people will admire them for their fasting.,” I am simply going to say that this new approach and what I am fasting from has given me a clearer focus and some  profound spiritual experiences and for that I am grateful.

Scot McKnight’s book on Fasting,  simply called Fasting and published by Thomas Nelson, has been a great help here and his definition of fasting as a response to a “grievous sacred moment” and it is part of the perspective shift that I have had this Lenten season. Thanks Scot!

What this means regarding my one word of “follow” is that I have discovered that in following the Lord there are moments when the best response to something that has occurred is to fast. Wow. Amazing.

these are my Thursday thoughts

Lenten Thursday Thoughts: Following and Re-Following

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Following is one of those words that is used quite differently these days than when I was younger. Oh, we still use it in the old way as in “who are you following in the race?” (Most of the time we say it with a distinctly ‘down home’ or Southern reference, as in “Who ya’ rootn’ for?”

We have followers now – on Twitter and Pinterest. (It can be a creepy thing to some to think this, but that’s we are are called!)

Jesus called the twelve disciples to follow him.

Joan Chittister’s book The Liturgical Year has been a helpful guide for me regarding Christian discipleship not just for the entire Christian year but especially for the season of Lent.

“Lent calls each of us to renew our ongoing commitment to the implications of the Resurrection in our own lives, here and now… Lent requires me, as a Christian, to stop for a while, to reflect again on what is going on in me. I am challenged again to decide whether I, myself, do truly believe that Jesus is the Christ – and if I believe, whether I will live accordingly when I no longer hear the song of angels in my life and the star of Bethlehem has grown dim for me… Lent is not a ritual.  It is time given to think seriously about who Jesus is for us, to renew our faith from the inside out…It is the act of beginning our spiritual life all over again refreshed and reoriented.”

As I continue to follow Christ, I realize that mid-course corrections are necessary and essential.  I understand this more clearly in a humorous way as I thought about the fact yesterday that our cat Hanna was needing a new bag of food because she certainly was not going to fast for Lent! Nor is my car (though tempting that is give the reality of gas prices these days) and so a trip to the gas station is in order today.

As I follow Christ, I have to make adjustments – relational, attitudinal, habitual kinds – and God has to make me stop and rest from time to time. Following has a rhythm and a seasonal nature to it. Lent, I am beginning to see, requires more than merely giving something up, it requires a letting go and a gathering in, a following and… a re-following.

These are my Thursday thoughts…

Thursday Thoughts on “One Word: Follow”

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As part of my involvement in the One Word 2012 campaign (go to http://myoneword.org) I am taking this Thursday column to write about my journey with my one word “follow.”

And today, I was reminded that I follow alongside others in the community of faith called the church as I attended a wonderful seminar on the Spiritual Foundations of Congregational Leadership. It was sponsored by the Center For Congregations – Northeast that is an organization formed by the Lilly Endowment in Indianapolis.  The seminar leader was Don Zimmer who has written a book, that we received today as part of the seminar, entitled Leadership and Listening: Spiritual Foundations for Church Governance. (Published by Alban Institute)

It was a wonderful gathering and, my current thinking about the process of leadership as part of congregational development and health, was affirmed in several places. Here are a few thoughts from today, from Zimmer and others that have given me some fresh perspective on my role as a leader and a follower: (italics mine)

Our corporate processes, decisions, and actions and how people experience their service while participating in them are our theology in its most concrete form. Timothy Luke Johnson

 

Church governance presents a unique challenge: the paradox of the transforming power of religion and the stabilizing power of organization.

This statement gave me some immediate clarity about the tension over change that occurs in congregations. Think Jesus and the wineskins statement.

The great uniting desire in the church is to do God’s will; the challenge is to listen to the master story and the stories that are the fabric of your life and the life of you community.

 

Understanding the nature of our work together is critical. (There are two types:) technical work which is clearly defined (think budget) and adaptive work which requires learning (think how to best disciple people).

 

Finally, one that really gave me pause!

Sources of Resistance: Assertive groups, primary emphasis on the business of the church, business experience of board members, vested interest in roles and organization, Culture of Robert’s Rules, Lack of preparation of clergy and laity, unresolved conflict.

 

All of this reminds me that in my journey to follow Christ that I am walking with a host of others, some very up close and others further away, but a host that cuts across denominational lines. My following is not in isolation. I follow Christ. But I also follow along with others who are following Christ as well. And sometimes this journey is hard and frustrating.  But very, very essential.

These are my Thursday Thoughts

My “One Word” of Thursday Thoughts: “Following” Jesus

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A reminder, as I begin this morning, that I am dedicating my Thursday Thoughts this year to the one word I have chosen for 2012 to focus on as part of

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the One Word Campaign. And my one word this year is ‘follow.’ (It is listed in the side bar of this blog. Thank you Melanie Moore of http://www.onlyabreath.com/ for designing the buttons for this year’s campaign!)

This week I have been reminded of the cost of following as I have been writing my sermon, based on Mark 8:31-38 which includes these words “If any of you wants to be my follower, you must turn from your selfish ways, take up your cross, and follow me. (verse 34)

The fresh impact of those words reminded me all over again just how intentional and hard it is to follow Christ. For to follow Christ is to surrender my agenda and accept Christ’s agenda. That is hard to do because of 1.  the inner battle which Paul painfully and eloquently writes of in Romans 7 “So the trouble is not with the law, for it is spiritual and good. The trouble is with me, for I am all too human, a slave to sin…” (verse 14) and 2. the cultural pull to find your path and do your thing.

As I contemplate this journey I am being reminded of the holistic nature of following Christ and have composed a prayer to give me a daily starting place to follow the Lord. This helps me with the intentional aspect of following:

Father, I give you my lips, help me speak well today. Father, I give you my feet, help me walk well today.
Father, I give you my lips, help me speak well today. Father, I give you my feet, help me walk well today.
Father, I give you my mind, help me think well today. Father, I give you my heart, help me love well today.
Father, I give you my will. Help me today to use all these others things today in accordance with Your will. Amen
 

These are my Thursday Thoughts

Thursday Thoughts: My “One Word” for 2012

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My mom always told me that I took the long way from point A to point B.

My wife continuously asserts that I am “time-challenged.”

I did, and still do, take long ways from time to time.

I am time challenged (I should be home for dinner right.now!)

And I need to be more sensitive to the time issue.

But I am also wired differently.

Every time I have taken the Myers-Briggs personality test I have had an N for ‘intuitive.’

What does this mean? It means that I don’t do well with details or math or something precise.

I am a global person that thinks in many different directions.

This has held true for my faith journey.

I came to faith in Christ at age 8. It was Sunday and I had a deeply spiritual experience where I knew that I needed God in my life.

That took place nearly 46 years ago now.

But my journey of faith has meandered to and fro, and away from God at one point, over the years.

It was not a goal setting, get there at all costs journey.

It was a measured, and at times, deeply intense and introspective journey.

That is why my one word for 2012 is ‘follow.’ Just look over to the right hand side of the page and you will see a button with it.

I have joined the One Word campaign for 2012 and look forward to seeing what God has in store.

See more at www.oneword.org

I am seeking to follow Jesus much more intentionally this year.

What does that look like?

Well, I think that the Fruit of the Spirit is a great checklist but other than that…

I have no idea…

When Jesus called me to follow him, I took it as a journey to somewhere and not a performance check list.

Well, by the time you read this, I will have eaten dinner late (it’s 5:07 PM on Monday) and probably will

be hustled out the door to whatever is on the schedule for tonight.

But I am following Jesus this year…

and I will dedicate this blog column to sharing my journey.